I don’t like my job, and beyond making sure that the project they are paying me to do, goes through production safely and on time (and we’re always on time) I don’t see why I must exert myself. It’s not that it’s strictly boring–okay, I find it...
Playlist - London Diaries
So I talked to my mother this morning, and it was a good conversation. I told her how different and better I felt after the last two baths, and that there was one more to go she said, “You’re out of it now. I can feel it.” It’s true though. The spiritual people...
***screaming*** I got my letter of invitation today!!! My Auntie Gillian sent me the letter, and it is glowing and very specific!! Now all I need is to book my ticket...
This is getting real. I’ve sold my fridge and my stove, and have enough money I think to finally get the British High Commission to grant my visa. Once the visa is...
I am in transition and things are starting to move quickly. The end of something has come and gone, and I am making my way out of the crossroads. The road has opened...
I’ve been packing steadily for the last week. My garage sale, called a ‘menangerie sale’ for the classified ad, went so so. The rain fell most of the...
It’s Not Goodbye, It’s See Ya Later
This delayed posting thing is killing my flow, but here goes. It’s the eve of my leaving Trinidad. I am packed, I am ready to roll–and all my luggage rolls...
You know, my life is just getting better and better. Well, everything except the missing YMK part. There was a time, not so long ago, when I would be afraid to hope for...
Don’t Worry Baby, Everything WIll Be Alright
I spoke to YMK on Monday night. As soon as he heard my voice he said, “What’s the matter?” “I miss you.” “I miss you too.” We...
I am pounding out this quick entry I’ve been delaying for days. I am off to London. My bags are packed (again), my mother is harrassing me to get up from in front...
Hello all! I’ve arrived in London and I am safe! My friend met me at the airport and we lugged my heavy suitcases from Gatwick to Charlton on the Tube…...
Well it’s been a few days and still all I can report is that this is definitely as different as you can get from where I just left. It’s surprisingly hot in...
Going to a job interview this afternoon. This cybercafe lifestyle, just isn’t sufficient for me. I miss the days of hours long uninterrupted Internet access…...
I feel a little negligent, it’s been kind of hard to sit down and put all that has been happening strictly into perspective. It’s fine to start saying so and...
I Just heard from the man at the training institute. He’s quite keen to have me on board, and he says he’ll try and nail down a place for me, so I am really...
Ha! Ha! I just talked to on the phone!! He has a voice and we are making some sort of loose plan to hook up and have a proper face to face conversation. Ahhh…. I can’t...
My life has changed. I’ve crossed over into some new territory; eerily familiar, yet distinctly different. I walk through this surreal landscape, sometimes...
I God! I am so horny… Last year when I was recovering from the fuckery of a fucked up individual, I went through something similar. My pussy would keep me up at...
I haven’t gotten a job yet, and in short am down to the last of my money. I’m trying not to worry too much, although the living situation has not improved...
I’ll Fuck Your Pussy All Night (In Spanish)
I was down to 76p on my Nomi Card call card, and it was my last night iin Charlton. This is last night, by the way. I called YMK. I’ve been buying phone cards and...