Ting going down, but I am in self censorship mode.
Some of this stuff I am not ready to share with the world at large just yet. I guess that’s because I haven’t figured it out. To be honest, I can’t make heads or tails of it… but I am trying to.
Until I can organise my thoughts sufficiently I will attempt to write it. I have to keep it close to my chest until then.
I feel I have to say this, because preciousc (formerly eyaniev) has accused me of not saying much, not talking much, and that I saying things without really saying anything, and well, it’s true.
So I wanted to say it’s not because I don’t want to talk, or write, it’s just that right now I can’t.
Weird how that works. This is happened before with this blog; where I felt I couldn’t commit my thoughts to a journal.
But you know, Osun keeps her secrets when she has to, soo allyuh must just forgive me for right now. Allyuh know I does give it up when I ready, but me ain’t ready yet, oui?