So here I am, doing my research and looking for jobs online. I’ve been online since about 9am.
Monilove’s been online all day as well.
At 2.49pm she sends me a message, “Hi”.
I just couldn’t bring myself to respond. I would feel like a hypocrite, since right now I don’t get a friendly feeling from her and can’t bring myself to pretend.
I feel as if I respond, I am going to blast her, so I’ve been ignoring her.
I want to be big, but I just can’t pretend not to be fucking pissed off.